I Celebrate the Day

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Birthday- A celebration of birthday, basically people give you gifts to say hey im happy your here and a year older. But we are also celebrating the day we first started dieing, the day when sin and suffering tainted us.
Today i felt like I had something to get off my chest. Just like Twenty four says its fourteen voices, excuse me fifteen, debating in my head, like congress, each a different maturity level and view on life, to the introspective korean I am now to the naive but cute 5-year old. Birthdays are perplexing , maybe im just angry for being left out of behind. But the truth is birthdays are truly the days you find who your true friends are. And I love you guys. I think what makes you all special is one part of me can connect to you.
Everyday it seems something new, fresh and challenging is hiding in everyday no matter how useless it seems.And today i have yet to find it. Last night this time i was dancing around reading my bible, Isaiah something or other dancing around just absorbing gods love. Now it seems like today is just here to smack me around and put me down. Presents, hugs, acknowledgement = what makes a birthday what it is. Its sad, today my mother asked if i gave god thanks for another year alive. And I guess thats the story. So I celebrate the day i was born to carry out some insane , intricate plan that god has for me.